Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/24 under Uncategorized I am 21 years old, and I know what it is to be depressed, that kind of akward feeling you get and u feel its not nice to tell someone about it because you dont know where to start, mine started with drug abuse,and den developed again with a lost relationship, I was devastated I even fely like commiting suicide, sometimes I feel like digging a knife in mt stomach, even lately I feel like stucking a knife to my throat, but guess what I am so grateful because I will never attempt it, that is a promise to my self, I even remember a time was doubting Gods existence, ive been counselled by my parents,doctors,friends, but one thing I realize is the greatest councelor is the bible and your self, trust it this feeling is a phase in your life you will definately overcome, dont fight with your own self, fight the depression, change your mood of thiking, your thoughts run your life, you will get better, really you will, ig tempted to get depressed again, do the things that dont prick your conscience, love yourself, love everyone, at the end of it all you only have you, cherish yourself one thing I do tell my self is, I cant afford to kil my self I dint bring my self down here and its not like ill live forever so why rushing it and not accomplish it, life is worth living say that over and over again when those thoughts come to u, imagine your self in bigger place in life and my dear you will be that happy person again, dont trust me, trust God and trust yourself never to dissapoint you